Dare you to Look yourself up

You're no longer recognizable because you don't need to be. I should have done this a long time ago made it all imperceptible. It might not be too late still. This is the start. You were my undertaker. Let it stay that way. I would like to know what mine role was in all this. I get very little/mixed information. I am not good with the 'It will all get better in time' talk. I am impatient( read the previous blog) But for this I just might give it time even though its hard to avoid the thoughts, the pictures, the talks and the urges to push that button, look through JW collection or surf that page be on some suspicious mission.