Mid week madness in my world, Hot morning
sweat drenched, nasty feeling start today the day.
GREAT! Found out I had a speech to do.
I had no topic or outline.
Embassy called...still going on about my visa.
I might as well not go home with all this trouble they are giving me.
I am dreading the end of this week. I truly am.
I can't say it out because no one will listen
(don't even think about saying you will)
I don't want PEOPLE to listen. You know!
In the end the speech went well
but I still want to sit and cry
Its like I am out there
but everything else kept in that volt
I don't have the code for.
I want to give up
Make me give up. I just want you to give me the push
I just need that little shove off the edge and I, it will be gone
Done for
I WANT IT TO BE OVER
I AM SICK OF FEELING LIKE THIS
I JUST WANT TO BE ME
GET THROUGH ONE DAY WITH OUT YOU INFLUENCING(not in a good way) MY DAY
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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