Mijn Vraag!

So I want to ask so much but have so little courage. I have so many things to say but can't find the words. We are both in the same place feeling stranded and confused but we choose not to turn to each other for comfort but to those that might not understand us. On your part I am always left to wonder or don't ask the right questions. But on my part you either don't care so you seldom ask and times you do you don't listen. Why do we put ourselves in a rut when we don't need to. Go back to where we swore we will be found dead if at all. When will you learn that the people that swear to never make you cry end up doing it. The ones that said will never let you go will let you let them go even though all you want them to do is show some sort of initiation they are willing to keep their word and hold on till you cut that hand of and make them let go. Why am I the fool that puts my self out there and ends up being fucked with. hrmmmmmmm I am going to keep on pondering.