The snow ball effect

Its all bundled up in there
I can't pick and choose which should come first
Its that red and black place
your favorite
so let this be about you
I mean you rolled the first ball
its still keeps rolling
wait a second
You didn't roll the ball
they did, who ever they might be
Oh I wish I knew so I can set them straight.
But by bringing this question to her,
you made it hit a whole new level
the ball has gotten bigger
It will keep getting bigger
till it hits something
I need to put it there
I need to set the obstacle
I can't stop it
If I try it will take me down with it.
Even now It will blow up in my face
That's going to be a blow
so when my week turns out to be not so hot
don't ask me why or what?
I sit and listen to this on repeat
Go through it in my head
OVer and OVER again
wishing I had chosen better words
or not even said it in the first place.