Dilema of sand-which

This one thought occupies the mind
stay oblivious to whats going on.
can't decide if its about one or the other
But at the same time its hated.
People around get tired of hearing about it
they give the 'Uh huh... ok' look
and not their input
Can't help it though
Some of you know what that's all about
That's me right now
Not knowing what to do
It sucks donkey balls( image what that would be like)
I am trying to.
Its like I can't decide
if all of a sudden I want peanut butter on this jelly sandwich
I don't like peanut butter.
I have had it before.
I know it won't kill me if I had some.
But I also know that I won't like the taste on my sandwich,
the one that stays at the back of my throat and won't go away
until I find something else to wash it down.
even then I am bound to taste in my burp.
Every time I see peanut butter
I will remember the taste
Its all really something I can avoid.
I have already tasted the butter
Its not pleasant
Might as well take a bite
One at a time
Let me just go get a hold of my bread now
and finish it.