It has been good to be back... So far in many aspects.
I get to see my sister who in so many ways has not changed.
The food is as good as ever. I haven't had a single bit of junk food, burger, etc since I have been back. It makes me happy.
I went to church on Sunday and it felt good(why wouldn't it right).
Going out with friends had reminded me of a few things which I will elaborate more on another blog because there is a few.
Having Werner here I feel a bit(how do you say it)constricted/held back. Having to go around see people, People wanting to come see me it's mostly something I have to do alone which means he needs to find something to do and so far it hasn't been too bad but I still feel like a bad hostess when he came to visit (me more so than others)and I need to get rid of him when family friends come around.

In a way I am glad he came to visit because who knows when I will be able to see him again. And there are so many people all over that I wish were a bit like him who made the effort to meet up and see each other especially those that can afford it and have the time. but oh well. Every one is different. It would have been nice if I had this week to myself more than I did and he came to visit a bit later. But then he wouldn't have a place to stay so he wouldn't have come to visit at all.


Regardless of the dilemma being the guest or the host myself. I am having a good time. I had forgotten how much him and nat cracked my shit up. I am constantly laughing and its fun just as always I am the one who is the outsider to some extent now still.

I have been told I have a Kansas accent by a kid from New Jersey and I am more violent apprently.

I need to go be a good Samaritan and clean the city now...


Sorry for having MIA...for the very few that actually pay attention to all the ish I blog about. haha


HOpe every one is having a great summer.