My heart beats for you
It stops and starts and bleeds for you
when breath leaves my body
and my lips have long turned blue
dirt suffocates my soul
and still I'll be begging for you.

I believe in all your promises,
and the way you hollow out my name.
I need the lies you say
to hide what I became.
And now that everything is over
(you dont look at me the same)
But I need you, to dull the pain.

Nobody ever says anything that means something.
I feel like I should be living but I feel like I'm dying.
I'm closing on an edge and I can't see over.
I'm drowning.