Who are you now?
I can't help but wonder if you have become what you are because of me.
How,from that moment onwards you were completely different.
Cared for nothing(me)even more so than before.
Or that's how you depicted yourself(to me).
you were once JOy and a sanctuary in my life
now you are nothing but lost and scares.
Unpredictable is your ways so distant, physically but more so emotionally
what am I do to do about you, the thoughts that seem to assume me,
the concerns I have over situations remotely related to you.
Am I to erase it all to move on? or go back? Can I?

Again I am left in a state of confusion.
Stagnant.
Rotten.
Something I have never been.
Still hitting that brick wall(you)
Stuck in the concrete
Sinking
Unable to break free.